The scariest thing in life

flying-heartI am most afraid of losing a heart that dreams big, an audacious heart, with a near blind optimism that says “i will do this and have that, regardless of what other people think about my proper ‘level’ or place in live”.

I have a secret pride, that i am able to keep such heart, when i see so many of my friends losing their balls almost right after college. Secret pride of not being infected by the zombification virus, “ah, mimpi ga usah tinggi2 lah”, “hidup ga usah muluk2 lah”, “ah, kita mah ga level”, “yah gimana, tiap orang udah ada tempatnya masing2, nasib”, all those bullshit uttered by living deads. I don’t understand how one keep living where there’s no dream in it. Why do you run when you have no finish line nor milestones?

Success is a mind game, cliche and true. I believe that success are available for the man and woman who maintains their guts when everyone else lose it. These guys will take risk and chances, and find that fortune favors the brave. The longer you stay brave, the more time you give fortune to find you.

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Quotes from the ultimate fun fearless female

Some quotes from Helen Gurley Brown

Why quote her? well, you may or may not like all her values, but she got balls for sure, more balls than most men i meet, so, salute.

the quotes:

  • “Beauty can’t amuse you, but brainwork — reading, writing, thinking — can.”
  • “People think chutzpah is in the genes. It isn’t…it’s in the needing and wanting and being willing to fall on your face. It isn’t fun…who wants all that rejection, but life is sweeter if you make yourself do uncomfortable things.” Continue reading

Science, model, fact

i got the following exposition from

Now, the link is to an archive that is full of rant and some interesting thoughts on the various building blocks of how we describe science

The exposition has a lot of abstractions, questions the way you define things, and thus, is a very good brain practice, i enjoy it, i hope u feel the same

since the internet is everchanging, i like to maintain a version of the exposition here in my blog, so i can revisit it again

Let’s hear more of this